Made baked ziti last night for familia; had a nice salad for me. Refried beans with a couple chips so far today; making veggie chili for dinner.

Ate pretty well the last couple days; finished substitute teaching today. Local superintendent increasing class sizes so not likely I get a local job. Sucks. Kind of bummed. So far I'm not eating to cope, so yeah me.:)

Taught 4 different subjects today; being a sub is emotionally exhausting. Turns out I'm really good at it. Had salad for lunch. Making soup and salad for dinner after Kensie concert. Soup smells good, off to the orchestral event!:)

Ate well today except I had two handful of chips when I wanted/intended one-not bad for me:) Yogurt for breakfast, chicken for lunch. Beans for dinner.

Had burrito for lunch; salad for afternoon snack; roast chicken for dinner w baked beans and broccoli. Then slipped and had ice cream entirely for stress reasons. SHIT!

Had a small family affair Saturday to celebrate my finally graduating from something. The affair involved cake. On Sunday there was some leftover cake. Have a hard time resisting cake, but had teeny tiny portions so no guilt. Will only graduate college twice (thrice if I get a doctorate). Banana for breakfast; fish for lunch. Roast fowl with salad for dinner. No cake. (sigh...)

Doctor thinks Dylan maybe bipolar-stress ate some turkey meatloaf leftovers from Friday.

I read several hundred words a minute and type 20. I need to tipe bettur. Have been eating badly. Luckily life can be re-directed-fasting tomorrow, etc, etc. I really am recommitting to better habits but feel like I should typing blah, blah blah because I've been so shitty in my habits and commitments and dealing with Dylan is reminding me that no one can believe anything an addict says-ever. Found a stray dog day before yesterday and can't find the owner; feel like I can't let her down but T is pissy about it.