Has been an interesting 3 weeks. Lost 25 lbs but my diabetes is out of control. Have been too disorganized and behind to eat.

Second week of teaching must better than first and am looking forward to long weekend. Ate very healthy all week but had a freak out this evening and ate two sandwiches. Will feel yucky in the morning due to bread and feel yucky now due to feeling stupid. Dylan's mood swings getting more severe, begged me tp punch him in the face after trying to pick a fight with me; reading up on bipolar made me realize my mom was definitely within the diagnosed parameters. Stress, stress, stress, stress, stress. Listened to one of my favorite Cat Stevens songs "Trouble"