Long couple of days-have eaten small meals but also some fast food. Sigh...impossible here to get healthy fast food. Last night had fried rice and sweet and sour chicken. Tonight salad with chicken, cheese and egg and lots of peppers and onion. Yummy!

Yesterday ate well or day and had comfort food at bedtime-let myself get too tired. Today have been ill-sinus infections crashed down into my lungs again. Breathing like Darth vader all day. Last night classes started up again for my masters-will be a better semester than last though. Worried about Dylan, getting less so about Annie. Haven't eaten anything today but some yogurt and some fried rice (not concurrently-icky thought!) Fevers suck. Teaching while exhausted Sith Lord sucks, and my new boss sucks the most!

Ate very healthily over the weekend-small portions, salads, fresh fruit the only sugary thing at all, no grains or starchy veggies. Trying to use video games to help some with stress-cutting throats in renaissance venice or florence in assassin's creed ii is very relaxing in its way...

Skipped breakfast, late for a meeting, and then spent an 11 hour day at work to stay for "Raider Reading Night" Very tired and stiff, but feeling pretty good. Had cheese and crackers, apple, and roast chicken for dinner, but grabbed a couple chocolate chip cookies at reader event. Some of my students did a mock trial that was great.

Ate very healthy all day and then went kablooie and self destructed just now. Had bowl of ice cream and too much potatoes. Sigh... Need to calm down.

Apple for breakfast, fastfood chicken lunch, and meat, potato, salad for dinner. Starting to wake up feeling better.

Ate badly yesterday but well today, then today I got a fever that spiked pretty high so I can't win :) Made eggs with potatoes and cheese and ate with corn chips for breakfast. Salad for lunch, and skipped dinner since I was shivering under a comforter. Everyone else had pizza since I didn't cook.

Back to life! Have been eating whatever, whenever, and waking up feeling horrible, duh. Yesterday was a week back in school and t went back to work after her medical leave for going cuckoo. Very hard to have mental health problems similar to spouse's-hard to stay dealing with own shit. I've been missing you terribly and am going to "fake it till I make it" but if I start dumping my depression on you again please tell me-I know you love me but you're not my therapist (and since I don't have one sometimes I treat people like one;great "Sopranos" episode about that by the way-beautifully written show but probably too violent for your sensibilities)

This morning I had two eggs and a corn tortilla with lots of hot salsa. Veggie frito pie for dinner. Thinking about getting kinect for my xbox for exercise help.