Annie made salmon for dinner. Trying to have a better weekend than lately. Working on stress. Not enough time to get things together 

Have had a rough week with Tracy away keeping Jax while Annie trains for her new job. Kensie has been stressed and I've been behind in my work and my classes. Haven't been eating meals- just grabbing stuff and going. Very sick of peanut butter on rice crackers :)

I have been sick. Fever and sinus congestion and aching body and general yuckiness. Have been eating too many sweets. 

Yesterday I ate small meals every couple hours and felt much better this morning. Still having to remind myself to take the time to let go of stress during the day. Having fun teaching theater so far.

I think all I've been able to do as I've gotten older is manage to control my bipolar wobble to where some of my life continues to work while other parts just get kinked up worse. I see the younger version of me in Dylan and it breaks my heart 

Yesterday it seemed very clear that this school year isn't going to be as different from last school year as I hoped it would be--and I responded by binge eating carbs and then getting depressed.

Yesterday I made grilled  mahi mahi and rice for dinner but I had fast food bean burritos for lunch. My school bought a new program for a grade book and it is being difficult to integrate into the existing   

systems but I am working on serenity and also cutting back on caffeine.

A no good very bad day.

Last night I was doing the reading for one of my classes and my brain went tilt and I passed out exhausted. Still getting acclimated to things physically. My feet being a problem- not used to walking on hard tile and becoming very red and swollen and painful by the end of the day.   I hope they feel better soon. Tuesday I broke all my dietary rules and ate way too much. I felt bad and out of control. Yesterday was much better. Will feel more organized after this week- still don't have my classroom fully decorated because my theater students and I cleaned up a huge mess on our stage left by my school being remodeled over the summer...

Yesterday I made broiled fish and baked potatoes for dinner. I had a protein bar for lunch and some corn flakes with soy milk for breakfast. 

Last night I made grilled veggies, 3 bean chili, and grilled cheese on sourdough for my dairy eaters. I had lots of 3 bean chili.