Last night we had sandwiches and fried potatoes so I had a salad and soup. Monday we pizza. Tonight I made fish and mac and cheese for the monsters and i had a salad w chili and chips. Tracy's Mom is dying, so extra stress and drama. I wish I could help her more. I always feel half panicked lately and always behind-trying to make it to spring break without drowning. I'm having so much fun with the students and everything else is just panic-inducing. Everyday I focus on what I'm going to teach tomorrow and make sure I'm going to be able to get through my classes and every day the rest of my life falls to shit just a little more. I wish I could multi-task better; i wish Tracy's Mom could hang on a little longer. If wishes were fishes we'd all cast nets. I'm in more dire need of a blowjob than any white man in the history of the world...:)(watched a little of "Good Morning Vietnam" tonight...)