yesterday T got a job offer(nice job, horrible pay) and finally got unemployment notification, so blew off fast(without even remembering it!) and went to celebratory lunch. Food to celebrate, food to grieve, food to fill boredom...insert beer and whiskey in that sentence and it's hard for to say I'm sober. My life is more a work in progress than some...woke feeling yucky, my body was right, time to fast, so will do it right today.