Yesterday I was virtuous but became more of a psychological toll on my head-very hard for me to consistently not do something self-destructive. For instance, I can see losing weight, being a teacher, having a great career, and then telling some 17 yr old she has a really great ass at an awards show and giving a congratulatory shout out to her boyfriend...sigh...both difficult and funny to be me..

Yesterday-yogurt for bfast, salad for lunch, steamed veggie mix and butter grilled fish fillet for dinner. Still have gunk in my lungs.

Today had lunch with T at Mexican rest.-salad with grilled chicken, sour cream and guacamole.

Making veggie chili tonight w red kidney beans. Have to forgo my lovely corn meal muffins. Usually serve w chocolate cake-maybe a yogurt/strawberry pie? Annie jonesing for ice cream...